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Memoirs

2011-12-21T12:11:00.000-08:00

It finally left another 4 more months right here at kml. And some how i really can't believe that things changed so much just withing this few months. 8 months ago, i was being known that I will be coming to kml. And 7 months ago, i was crying to my parents about how terrible was the orientation week, where i eventually wanted to quit this whole matriculation week thing right away. And within this 7 months, I started my college life, I've became one of the student representatives, i'd became very studious,and successfully got my very first straight A right here at kml. And first time hanging out with a bunch of Ibans and yet I'm the only chinese and Sabahan. First time being hyper popular, where everyone knows me but yet i don't know all of them because I'm a JPP. All of these was just totally too miraculous,and I've always been so grateful to God about how He blessed me so richly.

4 months actually indicating that, I'll be graduating from here soon. Leaving my best roommates, my kml family, my chinese gang buddy,all my new friends here( who were always being so supportive). I won't forget the time where i actually presented the results to them, they were so happy. They actually rolled down their tears of joy. This is totally what friendship meant. You will be happy for your friends whenever they are in joy, Even you were in sorrow, they can also feel the pain that you have. They will actually hug you and say "No worries, we are there for you". Friends are always the best. No doubting.

And there's another one more very important person, where actually this person gave me an awkward feelings. A crush or love? I never dare to fantasize about us because I know that won't happen at all. 4 months passed very fast. It will just flew off in a glimpse of an eye and you won't be able to grab hold of it if you were not caution enough. So talking about this guy, maybe he will just only be part of my memoirs. Being written down and remembered as memories. You childish acts which made me laugh i think its the main reason why you made me wanted to get closer to you.

What were you thinking actually? It was an answer that actually never get to be known. I just hope that, maybe somehow we can get into the same uni? So I can look at you more, laugh at you? Everyday being so passionate to go to lecture maybe one of the reason was you. Maybe hopefully we can go further.
Maybe....

(*PS: my tears were unconsciously rolling down when i typed this)

Univited feelings

2011-11-06T09:15:00.000-08:00

2011-10-17T04:02:00.000-07:00

It's study week!!!! It's awesome!!! Cuz that's mean I'll be going back home soon!! Fantastic! Life is being fantastic here.... Came back from course.... Met someone special... Celebrating birthdays.. And not to forget-GOSSIPS... It's gossips here... Everywhere!!! You can't actually hide from it. It's like a human nature.. But anyway does it even matters. Gossips just come and go and everyone will forget bout this matter someday...

Anyway, i never regretted of coming to matrics. It's fun here! except for the orientation week. But you will still love it. At least I do... Cuz it's so my place!!! Full of cultures and people... Therefore I'm always proud to be a KML-ians.

KML SIMPLY THE BEST!

Crying baby

2011-05-27T05:49:00.000-07:00

You can say i'm immature. U can even say I still act like a crying baby. I am a crying baby~ It's been a week already and yet I'm still missing home seriously.. To be honest I cried every night. I miss my parents and my family load! Once I listen to their voice from the phone, I just feel like crying.

And also BB family, how r u guys? Doing fine???

1st day in Matrics....

2011-05-23T08:57:00.000-07:00

Imagine that you are already clean and smells good and asked to go into a hall with 2000 over ppl with only 8 fans on and no doors or windows are open for 6 hours sitting on the floor! It 's totally miserable!!!

Orientation week sucks!!! what's the use of wasting our precious time on such stupid useless thing! I would tell them frankly that I don't like orientation week!

1st day of leaving Sandakan

2011-05-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

I did not slept well last night. It was really a long night for me. I think I've changed my posture of sleeping for more than 10 times but still I just can't get myself into dream. How am I going to sleep?

So this morning as usual went for breakfast of course and my mom asked me to call my grandma and uncle to tell them i'm leaving. First, I called my granny. Once she heard my voice, she cried! She was really faster than me! Just in 3 sentences we say 'BYE BYE'. Very fast Huh! Yeah I know. Then my grandma start to tell me everything-In Hakka! I think she'd really forgotten that I don't really know hakka. But anyway, I still rather understand part of it. I called 3 uncles, 2 aunties and granny. Total, Cried 6 times, not including the time when i see rou and saw the message that vivian sent to me! So warm and sweet! And of course, thanks to Billy, Ivan, Vincent and Tai for coming over today.... It's short but yet warming! Thanks guys!

So we when to a korean BBQ restaurant and the gas tonk was on fire! Almost explode! But lucky enough nothing happen. So, tomorrow will be the day I'll step to labuan..... New life there... I wonder how are the BB doing.... How's my BB family. Are they alright??? I really missed them.... Guys if u saw this, I hope u guys are doing fine! Let BB rock on! 5th coy are always the best!

T.T

2011-05-19T08:06:00.000-07:00

A long awaiting surprise really suddenly exist in front of me! I thought it was already like over or it'll never happen but it just suddenly happened!

Here goes the story!

Since a few weeks ago, Philip and Nam was telling me that they will make me cry before i leave sdk. So, i was really waiting. And for such a long waiting week, it still doesn't happen. Cuz it's like c'mon how u guys know where will i be. I could be anywhere! How could you really determine where am i? Never mind I wait.... But it's already afternoon, still nothing happen.... Then i was actually thinking, maybe they can't make it cuz they are actually having exam tomorrow....

But it goes to the climax when i was having my dinner at the korean restaurant... Nam gave me a call and asked me whether i can go out for a drink. How could that be possible! I just arrived and u asked me to go out! Then they seems like hope-less when i say i can't go unless after 9.... Nam and vivian keep sending me messages and everything.

After 15 minutes, Nam gave me a call and asked me to go out from the restaurant. It was rather awkward when u ask someone to go out from the restaurant. But, then I'm stupid enough that i don't really know wht's going on. I never thought of the surprise! So once i get out i saw nothing but philip's car. I'm almost getting mad and suddenly i saw philip's head. I know they are there. But then I thought it might be only Philip, Vivian, Nam and Winnie. But it suddenly pop-ed out everyone!!! With Tu, Thomas and Lalat! They've accomplished their mission of making me cry!!! U guys are awesome!!! of course I love your present!!! My dad say how am I going to bring the MC DULL to labuan... But yet i just say 1 m'sia! I dun care! I just wanna bring it!

PHILIP

WONG CHENG NAM

VIVIAN

WINNIE

THOMAS

LALAT

u guys gave me the best memories that I ever had!!!!!

Touched

2011-05-17T08:23:00.000-07:00

frenz , i wan you to take care yourself . Put yourself at first before others. ANy problems can share with us. we might help u all the time. we cant accompany you to ur studies in labuan but i thnk we are always in each others heart .
Wouldn't u feel touched if u received this???
thanks Thomas!

Restart!

2011-05-16T21:58:00.000-07:00

So after a really long UN-BLOGGING life, i think i should RESTART it again. So, it's already 17th and few more days/3 days, I'll be leaving my wonderful hometown and straight ahead to labuan. Kinda unwilling to leave.... Or should I say i'm not willing to leave. But how long would i stay around then eventhough i'm not leaving.

Within these 5 months, loads of things happened around. New friends, new buddies, new gang, new life and new experiences. It's a bit up and down, but yet is memorable. It's fun , it's great. I mean like if you don't put yourself into your life, how could you be enjoying it! So love life, enjoy life!

Thanks guys for all the fun, for all the farewells.....

Especially to my girl-friend~~rou rou, we're so gonna leave together and spread out!

And also my BB FAMILY---- I LOVE YOU GUYS MAN!!!! When i refresh back every memory that I've been through with u guys, it makes my tears roll down.....

THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES

I THINK I SHOULD I WRITE A MEMOIRS....

2010-12-27T09:46:00.001-08:00

Well having a vacation should be something happy. But I doesn't feel like it so much. Honestly I rather stay at home and hang out with my friends for the whole day, that would be much more better. But I don't think I have a choice then, live in this family with high expectations, we really do not have many free wills.

Actually I always think, I this what I really what or I just followed what my parents expect from me. That's a really good question though.

Emotional status

2010-12-08T10:49:00.000-08:00

It's really been awhile again I haven post any blogs here. It makes the page full of dust and seems to be neglected by everyone already.... Well, I'm glad that no one will see this anymore, as this will be my very own personal diary and I will jot down every great moments I have or feelings right here.
I just watched a drama by Aaron, my idol! And I've just replayed the kissing part over and over again. And I've realized that actually I never had a real boyfriend before and I never snog a guy. So I started to think if I died at this moment, maybe I'm will not go with a clear mind, thoughts and heart. I always have a feeling that I'm going to die soon. How soon is it? Never thought of it. However, i think maybe is good for me to die early because i won't be a burden to my parents anymore and at least I will be free with all the tensions I have now. Well, although SPM is almost over, but I actually do not feel really relieve. I was really happy when the biology paper ends and I started to smile. But after everything, the marking and checking of answers, I finally know that what makes me tension is not because of the EXAM. Is because of the results. I was really so happy when I realized that I actually got 46 for paper biology. but it came out others doesn't seems to good. Or I should not good at all. Especially chemistry. How is it possible for me to get such marks. I mean like when I do exercises, I do get quite a satisfactory mark. But in real exams I didn't do well at all. Am I to stress out, causing everything to be lost in my mind or maybe I was really unprepared for it.
I started to think a lot of possibility. What if i REALLY didn't do well? How is my future going to be. Dexter told me it is impossible for me to get a results of NOT GOOD. But anything is possible.If I didn't do well, am I still able to be admitted to college or university for further studies? Can I still become a doctor. I must be a doctor and I must get into matriks. It is my only way. I do not have much choice. This is the only which must be taken. Maybe sometimes I'm wrong and I got the wrong perception, but sometimes you just can't denied it.
At this time again, I'm thinking of the BGR problem again. If I have somebody, I might tell that somebody what's my feeling now or maybe I will cry on his chest and he will just hug me tightly so that I will feel secured. But will that person appear? What if he has actually appeared and I didn't realized and I just ignored him? I might be crazy at this moment. But I just hope that the things happen few years ago will not happen and maybe we will really live happily ever after

It's nice, It's beautiful

2010-06-14T21:27:00.000-07:00

Dance Upon The Wind.

by Intimate Knight

I wasn't looking for it, but some how it came, and found me.
Before I had a chance to react, it wrapped it's warmth around me.
Like a thief in the night, it has come and gone.
I have nothing, but that vision to reflect upon.

Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.
All day long, in my mind, I walk love's lonely street.
Like a tired man that longs to sit, but just can't find a seat.
Then, there it was again, up ahead, to light my way.

Only to vanish once more, just like all my yesterdays.
Until chance comes again, I'll let my thoughts dance upon the wind.
I don't know where I'm going, and where I've been isn't much to speak of.
I just know my heart is always showing, leading me to some far off love.

Just when I give up the fight.
Here it comes to make the bad things good, and the wrong things right.
Only to leave me lost and lonely again.
Drifting away as my thoughts dance upon the wind.

It has a name, I think they call it friend.

I'm back! And it's real!

2010-06-14T20:59:00.000-07:00

I'm back to my blog, FINALLY!

Let's see when is my last post....

Oh! Is April!

And what month is it now?

June!

Ok, well. So during these 2 blank blog months, things happened. I mean a lot of things happening.

Quarrel--> Settled-->not really settled--> no more F.R.I.E.N.D.S thingy happen.... Doesn't it sounds crazy. I mean, Hello to earth! I thought all these things happen only in kiddos,

as they always like to say, "I WON'T FRIEND YOU ANYMORE!!",

and ended with a "HUH!!!!" But you see, now all of these things are happening in ME! And everything just start with a misunderstanding. A misunderstand that happened between us. At once I was so naive that everything will goes right after awhile. But ended up getting worse. Sounds interesting right?

Maybe that shouldn't be called as naive, we should called it as STUPID!

Because according to SUZANNE'S VERSION DICTIONARY, PUBLISHED AT 2010, naive means you just don't know what's going on when something happens, because you've never been through it.

But stupid means, you already know what's happening, you know what are the outcomes and consequences, but you're just STUPID ENOUGH to step inside it again.

So that's me then. But try to think it another way, the "solidness" of friendship doesn't build in easily, it been through a lot of processes and hardships, so how could you let go off this thing so easily when it is precious as gold to you? That's why I was treating it as a turning point in my life or a beautiful hardship for my friendship. Anyway, it just didn't came up with what I thought. So just forget about it. But honestly, I can't forget, and I can't just get rid of it. It's just difficult.

As time passes, I've finally got 1 conclusion.

Suzanne, You're not stupid, you're not naive, you're just doing the right thing, because you can't just give up friendship easily, you'll need them in life. So when you tried real hard, and nothing can do anymore, it's fine, just let it go, at least there's still memory right there.

I just wanna tell that person that, I won't hate you, angry of you. You're not a stranger to me anyway, but you're not my true best friend anymore. What you've said about you're best friend now to me, I won't tell, but I tell you, sooner or later you will get something if you just don't change.

2010-04-30T01:03:00.000-07:00

Sorry for abandoning my blog for such a long time.... Cuz i'm really not in a mood of blogging.... This are really happening these few weeks.... Arguements and all soughts of things..... Ppl now a days are totally blinded with fame and honour.... They want all this.... They can do anything for that.soBetraying friends, making ppl mad and so on..... Now everyone hates that person... For them is worth it... For us is stupid!

Prefect camp!!!!!

2010-03-28T23:33:00.001-07:00

Finally prefect camp has come to an end... After doing it for almost 3 months. the ajk, service team were actually working so hard for this camp...

During the camp, everything actually runned quite smoothly....

Although I was by the mosquitoes for the whole night and got scared by Justin during twilight game, but it's still good.... Superman game, 6 sense game, silence game... All were actually the hard work from us. Although this camp we really didn't sleep much.... But we do still enjoy with such fun atmosphere. Good job to my group- Esmond.... he really did a very good work..

Special thanks to the

Scouts

St. John

All AJK

Good job guys!

Seems like the feedback is almost positive

Except the too tired issue.

BEE!!!!!! BUZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

2010-03-15T04:35:00.000-07:00

Few weeks ago, i just recovered from hurting my leg....

Now pula got stung by a bee near school

Min Ket, Vui Lam, Sweeney rushed down to meet us up

Then went everywhere to find a clinic

Lastly went to the hospital

The one next to me also got stung by a bee at the same place

3 injections in 1 row

I've never felt such pain and fear

My pulse got until 140

which is very fast

Stupid bee

Hate U a lot

2010-03-04T03:11:00.000-08:00

曾经相信, 那刹那间的光辉会是永恒
曾经天真的认为, 美好的时光会一直存在
原来一切都已成为了历史
原来一切都是假象
就象儿时爸爸在床边哄我入睡的童话故事
曾经相信这世界真的有天使
可长大后才发现原来那天使不存在

For once, I really believe that memory will become eternity
For once, I've naively believe that the time will stay forever
But actually it has already became history
It's just an illusion
Just like the bed-time stories that my dad had read to me to let me get into my slep
For that time I really believe that angel to exist in this world
But when I've grown up
Then I realize that angel actually doesn't exist

New week after CNY

2010-03-03T04:18:00.000-08:00

After a week of holiday, again it's a busy week. Bunch of stuff to carry out. Like meetings and test. So on. I have actually not enough sleep since last year. And I'm getting more and more exhausted. (So do the others). Ya I know they are also having a hard time.But my eyes really can't open much right now. But still I won't forget to keep on track with my blog. 5 test in 1 week. I sprang my hand again. But this time is right hand. Luckily it's just a minor sprang, or else another bandage will be seen. The degree of my eyes is higher again. Haiz... Then prefect camp, then exam, then piano exam, then competition... Walau... Call me superwoman from now on....

Chinese Valentine's day

2010-02-28T05:05:00.000-08:00

Today it's the last day of Chinese New Year and it's also Chinese Valentine's Day. During Valentine's Day, It was the first day of Chinese New Year, and I've celebrated it with all my friends. Maybe this is one of the reason why I felt nothing. But since what had happened, I can't really cheered up today. I've tried it already actually, but it just work for not more than 3 hours. Since yesterday night, I was actually thinking why are you trying to treat me that way. I am not your somebody. It doesn't mean that you can have anything you want from me. I still have my own way to live, why are you trying to actually distract me from my new life without you. I was actually having a great time with my my gang yesterday night, but your sudden existence in my life, spoiled my mood. Luckily, my friends were so good to m, and they've tried to comfort me.... Thanks esmond, chow.... I've already tell you i don't want it anymore, why do u still want me face you. Why do you really have to start the argument? I remember last year, during this day, I was hurt with your farewell, now I'm hurt with your existence. Valentine means something to me. It doesn't only mean the day of remembrance of Love between Lover, but the day of remembrance of Love between friends and family

2010-02-27T08:36:00.001-08:00

Now we've already become friends which can really say anything or even do anything.... almost no secret..... This is really what friends called.

Newww gang! new bff!

2010-02-27T06:45:00.000-08:00

After the cny celebration

It was really a total blast with all the new stuff

New life

New mind

New soul

New strength

And new gang

Since we've been practicing and been through so many hardships they are really important for me...

Chow

Philip

Esmond

Eric

I really treasured them a lot

They are good and ever supportive

What is much more better than this!

And oopss

it's still boys!

Again!

Friendship

2010-02-26T00:56:00.000-08:00

When something happen you will appreciate what you have..

You will appreciate what you've been through

You will actually appreciate everything around you

Through everything I've been through

I understand what is more important for me compare to L.O.V.E

(Which I don't experienced it by now)

FRIENDSHIP

Yeah!!!!! Great Job!!!

2010-02-25T07:05:00.000-08:00

Finally, a month of battling, everything is done......

Free!!!!!!

Chinese New Year celebration is finally over

It started with a question mark

And ended with an exclamation mark

Everyone really did a tremendous job...

Drama-It's splendor, it's good, Great job to all the actors.

Cheers to Ka Ann, who was the director of the drama

Yuan who was the script writer of it

Eric, Ricky, Shan Rou, Lei.....

Everyone! Very good!

Modern dance- It's out of my expectation! They are really great.....

Cheers to

Kevin

Chow Tshun Nam

Esmond

Philip

Joanna

Tong

Kelly

Ang Chee

After few months of practice

It finally brings to a perfect ending

Great job guys

Waiting for your performance during easter!

Violin Performance

Yuan, you've finally did it....

Without having any out tunes

See I told you you can do it what!

Breakers- the group was great everyone knows

It was good until the principal has his thumbs up!

Great job guys!

YUAN! WE'VE FINALLY DID IT

WOOHOO!!!!!

Chinese New Year~~~~~

2010-02-18T02:43:00.000-08:00

Addicted to gamble since last 2 days(during my open house)
Crazy with gambling
Planned to go to Mr. Moh's house today
But ended up not going
Because you will totally feel weird
When there's the presence of BGB
And you were the only student here
I mean like 5D student
So me and yuan ended up to7-heaven
Makan makan duduk duduk
Until 2.30
Ate a lot
Quite expensive
But Aunty Judy gave us a treat!
Yeah no need to pay so much
Went to Teresa's house to play Jinami!
Lose RM10 to teresa, miss lee and yuan!!!!!
I've spent the whole ang pau money that teresa and her mother-in-law gave
I won't gamble anymore
But I still PLAY!

GONG XI FA CHAI!

2010-02-14T17:46:00.000-08:00

Happy Chinese New Year to everyone!!!!!
This is the best festival in my whole life.....
Cuz money coming in what...
Muahaha
Of course
Cny you can't forget about fire crackers
NOISY
1st day of cny
Surely be going to church
No excuse bout that
Then went to yuan's house
It was totally crowded and noisy
At her uncles house
The lion, dragon dance are like having battle
Lion dances and dragon dance carried out in the same time
We were totally annoyed by it
After that went to equator with Wesley
Talk talk talk and talk
Non-stop
At night
Went to dexter's house
Lip, yuan, daniel, rou and me
Fun
With the kiddos
So cute!!!!!!
Played cards
And enjoying how tidy is dexter's room
Really as a girl
I'm quite ashame of it
Cuz it's really tidy

FUN!!!!
PICTURE WILL BE POSTED AT FB

Pain Pain Pain!

2010-02-06T20:10:00.000-08:00

My leg with the bruises

My leg with the bandage

Last minute of sport's day
I've just fell down and hurt myself...
It was a total pain
And I really cried out
My tears are actually bursting out
Thanks to Leng
Tristan
Arjunan
They've really did well for first aiding me
As a St.John
And as a friend
Although arjunan's bandaging skill is quite.....
Actually just that it's not tidy
Thanks to Laura, Kelly, Audrey
Tried to stayed with me to the last minute
Rou, really stayed with me to the last minute
Wong Kah Thin
Tried to act as a doctor to advice me
Monday i will be going to school with blazer
Prefect attire
Tidy hair
Which it actually looks smart
With a slipper and a bandage
What an awkward scene!

PROTEST NOW OR NEVER!

2010-02-03T05:05:00.001-08:00

This is the poem our group made for protesting the new rules of the school
Saman any class with a piece of rubbish
Every student have to pay 50 cents for each saman
What a shame for the school
They are like begging money from the student
Just in one day
We've only receive 3 samans
What a great achievement is this!
After this incident
The class became stronger and firm
We've became more united as 1
The poem goes like this

All Sung Siew students:
Let's protest
Let's not wait
Let's protest
Before is too late

Wrappers and Papers
Lollipop Sticks
Clothes and Bottles
It makes us sick!

Our wallet is crying
All because of them
They steal and use
They were no better than runts

Out of the assembly
Comes a new rule
Whoever throws and throws
You have to pay!

All Sung Siew students
You must lend a hand
Go facebook and MSN
To show our complaints

Don't get angry
Or sit down and wait
Just throw the rubbish
In the bins that they made

Let's work together
New habits from old
There must be awareness
In everyone's soul

We've only one year
Let's not make it worse
Don't let it perish
It's more precious than gold

All Sung Siew students
The money is yours
If you don't protest today
Your money is lost!

1/2/2010!

2010-01-31T23:19:00.000-08:00

It's the first day of the new week and the new month
In just a blink of an eye
The time really flies pretty fast
This morning someone told be a bombastic news about someone
I really can't believe that it happened again
It happened few years ago
And now again
Having a great time with dexter, yuan, rou during free period
Fooling around there with those nonsense realationship
Really crazy
Yuan, the 1st wife is so mad with me this new darling of dexter
LOL
And dexter is so worried of having HCL to be jealous
LOL again
Try to sing like somebody and made all of us laugh like a bunch of crazy geeks
Students were actually studying there
But we were singing
Like having our own concert
A day with laughters
With friends
With fun
Is better to be with a bunch of books, musics and stresses

Depressed!

2010-01-30T20:20:00.000-08:00

Another new day and i was being so obssesed with rest
BUT eventually i can't really get a good one
Cuz too many things are actually happening around me
And I can't never get rid of it
Duh!!!
As days are getting real stress
I feel like I'm being a little anti-social
I talk less
Smile less
Joke less
These are what I normally do
These are actually my personalities
But as days gone
I don't really have these in me anymore
But Maybe some of you might be seeing me hanging my smile and laughter everyday
In fact....
Pada hal...
Yesterday during tuition
Dexter did something real funny
And it made me laughed like real hell
After being so doomy for a few weeks
It makes me feel a little relieved from the stress outs
Suddenly friend A asked in quite a rude manner
What is that so funny
Maybe she thought that we are laughing at her
But actually NO!'
Both dexter and me kept silent and continue laughing
But friend B answered in this way
For how long has she not been laughing this way
It's way long
I actually think
Someone who really knows me and actually can know that I am hanging a fake smile is only 3 of them
Dexter, Rou and Siau Shan (friend B)
Cuz they actually did realize what is that making me so doomed and depressed
Some may have thought that I am actually faking or actually trying to get some attention
But who cares what are they thinking
I was in true depressed
Even my parents did realized that
They've actually tried to put me out of all this stress
But I failed to do so
And they've been so worried that I am having depression
But i don't think I am reaching to do stage yet
After a few months maybe
Lord God please be with me and give me strength
I am eager to be in Your presence
Lord please be with me and give me courage

Mad!!!!!!

2010-01-23T02:39:00.001-08:00

Actually my mood today was good
Having great time at school
Being damn busy with the photo taking
eventhough I am not one of the commitee for it
Lol....
Busybody.....
No lar..... just that they need some help
So me and dexter are doing it
After school
some practicing were actually running at school
P was telling me about someone's command
And i just say 'zui' in cantonese
At last i was got scolded by that someone
I was really mad....
I am not angry with the P
But that someone is too over.....
Argh,,,,,
God please help me to forgive this person

2nd Day of School Reopen...

2010-01-05T02:09:00.000-08:00

School finally started and my normal school life had already been started...
Yesterday, all the ajk of prefect were being so busy on the orientation of new students and everything.
We've actually never really sat down for a rest because is like too many things to do and you really do not have the golden time for another stuff...
But something really do change in 2010...
Normally we can hear the laughter of Jeremy, but now...
Really gonna miss him so much...
Cny celebration is coming...
Gonna really busy of helping yuan and rou to do their celebration.
Cuz they really do need some help...
I think this is what really school means to me....
Being busy every second.

2010!!!!! Happy New Year!!!!!

2010-01-01T06:47:00.000-08:00

YEAH!!!!
A brand new year coming up!!!!
2009 really just 'fly' away in a glimpse of an eye
So brand new wishes
Brand new memories
Brand new life
Brand new problem
And brand new ME coming up
I'm actually looking forward for it
Cuz this reminds me SPM is coming up!!!!!
Argh!!!!
This is always the nastiest thing

Anyway!!!!
Bye bye to 2009
And Hello to 2010!!!!!!

Jakarta and 28 dec outing trip

2009-12-27T19:35:00.000-08:00

Dear readers, sorry for abandoning my blog for a long time... I didn't mean it.... Just that I am out of way to Jakarta and being a little lazy to update my blog.

Jakarta.... A place which I really didn't really put much hope on. So this place is actually quite a big city. Bigger than kl! Honestly! Their shopping mall is so grand and big. And don't even think that the things they sell there are cheap! No such thing at all... Eveything are all like not worth it at all... But anyway I still shop a lot there...We went to Bandung for 3 days. Went up to see a volcano. Nothing special In there actually. Then we went to puncak. A place which is quite chilly... But relaxing. Went back to jakarta again. Shopping for every single moment. And I got my first Odm watch which i really hope to have it for a long time... I bought it with cash. It's so awkward when my family were like counting money. The food there is not really nice. But i really enjoy their sambal.... Spicy and hot!!!! Which I love the most... Nothing special actually this trip... Jus normal.. I will upload the photo asap!

Again, outing with LC

2009-12-05T04:15:00.000-08:00

Since the holiday, the LC were having outings often
So we went for movie this morning.
2012 AGAIN
The boys never watched it before
However it's ok for me
Cuz that's a good one and no problem at all for watching it twice
Me and yuan were freezing inside the cinema
Luckily we've already watched it
Or else we can't even concentrate at all
Then we went for lunch
That restaurant it's really not good
Now i do understand why there's no other customer in the restaurant
There's a fly on the rice and the fried kuew teow it's tasteless
I will never go to that restaurant again

Dragonica!

2009-12-03T05:28:00.000-08:00

Finally, I've successfully downloaded dragonica.
For twice i've been trying to download it.
I was totally pissed off when I started to play it
Cuz this is my FIRST online game
(ps: I normally play wedding dash, pizza frenzy)
So it's started with the job-magician
A t first i thought it will be easy, cuz we just need to complete the quest
Once I got the quest to defeat the big bad wolf
I thought it will be ok for me
But died!
Just in Level 4, I've died for 4 times
Damn it
Thx to yuan for teaching me where should I start first
Then today, I've been trying to get to level 6
I left another 5 exp to get to level 6
But suddenly vui lam called up to go out
I died! Again
I lost 3 exp again!
Geesh
I changed my skills and my job to warrior
Which I found it's more easier compare to magician
haha thx to yuan for helping to get to level 6
And now i've completed level 9
For a beginner, maybe it considered quite good
Haha, just kidding
But honestly, you won't get addicted to it
Cuz you will really feel tired

Crazier then EVER!

2009-12-02T00:43:00.000-08:00

I went back to school as a PART-TIME librarian yesterday.
Actually it's quite fun and enjoying....
Cuz doing all the typing work which i enjoy so much....
We've been so crazy in the library
But the spm candidates they are actually struggling for their accounts
We've been chit-chatting in the library
And gossiping with the teacher.
Still about the same teacher
As you are still in sung siew
You won't actually get away from that topic
Cuz it's everlasting
Then we went to 7-heaven for lunch
Then to little nan-yang for a drink
Chat about min-ket's family
I was so shocked about it family background
Went to diversey to buy some books
Chin Min Ket is so concentrating on the books
Don't know whether he is really concentrating or what...
After that we went to parkwell
Just to company rou to buy a shirt for a yap
As we quite talkative
So it's maybe a little noisy
But it's already nosiy actually
But one of the counter girl just say to her friend by looking at me
Saying us that we are very noisy like PASAR!
A girl like me who is so hot-tempered
Do u think i can stand it!
All of us are so angry
So i just gave her a stare
Hah! Fun!
If i'm the manager
Maybe i've already sack her off

school==>7-heaven==>Little Nanyang==>Diversey==>Parkwell

Sports Outing Day 2- Aikidai Aikido

2009-11-28T07:43:00.000-08:00

A talk held at chi hwa kindy this afternoon
It's about ladies self-defence
Firstly I was thought to be boring there
Cuz it's only a talk, who cares what we learn there
As long I got the cert and t-shirt, that's all
But It came out quite intersting with the aikido performances by the kids and sensei
The kids were so cute!!!!!
And so of them were so tiny
Sensei tony Yap shows so moves of it
I was just wondering whether those human sand bags feel pain
Cuz he was like using his whole strength to demonstrate the moves
Then came to the learning part
Interesting
Sensei do taught us with his sense of humour
There was one guy who was the sand bag for that part
Sensei really did puch him real hard
And twisted his hand with his full strength i think
But i think he wasn't feeling pain or whatever
Especially the punching part
Sensei punched on his stomach
But i think with his muscles
He did withstand with that high pressure i think
Me, yuan and lei were like testing aroung and twisting each other
Gtg half way just because of praise and worship practice
Just can't enjoy the fun until the last part!!!!!
Hate it!!!!!
It's quite a good experience actually
Girls you do have to learn some self-defence
And don't use your leg to kick on guys important part if you are attacked by a guy
Use you kneecap
And if the guy is muscular, hit his face will be better
If the guy is handsome, and he is grabbing you
You may choose not to harm his face, you can punch on his hand...
Duh!!!!

Sports Outing Day

2009-11-27T04:07:00.000-08:00

This morning, I went for badminton with yuan, sweeney, daniel, ivan and others....
Fun of course... And can't believe tung and yb is there
But someone didn't fulfill their responsibility
They just leave them alone there
Even though someone know that they can't really play
But thanks to liew yun seng and Chung vui lam with such a great patience to teach them
This is one thing which someone have to learn from them
Although most of them someone say he is perfect
Duh..... Lol
After that we went to 1 1/2 pasar for yum cha.
8 people squeeze in a Ford
How did we do that? Try at home then
Any consequences, please don't blame me
But of course, it's a safe driving
Next, me, yuan and vui lam take a bus to indah and mile 7(vui lam)
But we've been waiting there for 15 minutes
No bus or taxi
Maybe because of hari raya haji
Finally reach to indah and went to THE BOSS for lunch
Then to cecili.... buku indah
We've been spending almost 1/2 hour at buku indah
How did we do that huh????
I really don't know
After that to tshun ngen for jogging....
Lol we went to dexter's house to have a look
Then take a long walk to the rain forest
Meet with Hiew Chun Lim
Duh....
Dexter it's like so annoying.....
Doing something something
My God....
Normally if I go with my parents i feel boring and easily tired
But this time with a gang of friends
No doubt is tiring, but fun...
Hahahaha
The sports day ended with a very cooling drink~~ TWISTER!!!!!
Love it so much....
Fresssshiiiieeee and Yuuuummmyyy

my house===>yuan's breakfast place===> chi hwa===> 1 1/2mile pasar===> The Boss===> Cecili===>Buku Indah===> Tshun Ngen

This is much more crazier than the day we went to edo ichi....
Btw, the weather it's good today.....
No great glowing burning sun... wooohoo....

Boring Section 2

2009-11-26T04:32:00.001-08:00

DAY DAY SAME!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!

Did anyone realize, most of the people (especially students) feel boring cuz of HOLIDAYS!

I've spend 5 days to finish a 54 episodes drama.
Averagely 10 episodes per day
Almost 10 hours per days
Aha aha... Crazy yeah
I know.. I really know
But what to do? No other entertainment.
Act like a fool for the whole day
Bla bla bla....
Really miss those busy day of doing installation, celebration everything
Appreciate those busy times
Although it's tiring, but fun!
Argh!!!!!!!!!
Holidays have just started, but I had already gone insane!

Dead of Bored!

2009-11-21T20:21:00.000-08:00

Holidays just started
But I've started to feel bored
This few days my phone kept ringing
All the message are the same
Saya dapat no u dari kamal/ep
blh kenal???
Since the day of robotics competition
I've been receiving this kind of messages
I think i am welly promoted by kamal and ep in smk teknik then
I miss my schools days!!!!!
I really rather wake up at 5am every morning to school
At least I can still meet my friends
Except for the exam part
There will be an exception for it
Through this holiday I've been imagining a lot of things
I dreamt that I went to singapore road late at night just to hide away from my parents
And then I met Arjunan, kelly wong, and Soo Yee Tong
Arjunan is still ok
But why did i dreamt about kelly and Soo yee tong????
That's weird
Second dream
I went to London from sandakan by foot
And it only spend me 30 minutes
Another crazy dream.!
I think I really miss my school days
Cuz during my school days
I didn't dream such crazy things
I really miss my friends!!!!!

Jeremy party night

2009-11-21T06:01:00.000-08:00

Went to Jeremy's house for party

Ps Jeremy: Your house is really too hard and you never answer call... Geesh!

Actually me and yuan went there doesn't feel like partying

We went down to the shop lot at grandview to collect chung vui lam

Then we played cards with daniel and Lam Chee Phang

I should gamble

Cuz I seems like quite lucky

I can win a lot

Having Jamming session with Ivan and Sweeney

Bringing those amplifier and guitars

Chak Wai Yuan and Edmund were so enjoying on playing computer

Pity me and yuan

Like nerd

Went up to the balcony with Arjunana, Tristan, Yuan and Zi heng

Doing nothing actually

But felt happy

Doon't know why

Maybe i feel free there

I am desparate of freedom!

FREEDOM COME TO MAMA!!!!!!

Then got to know with some little secret...

Shhhh....

Can't tell

That someone will know....

Right someone!

Discussing about it with arjunana, tristan

Went home without nothing

Boring eh?

But actually I felt fun ya know

Feel interesting

Phang Wei Ja keep on saying Happy cny to me

Sinn say RIP

Chong Yih Lip keep on saying bye bye to me

But i didn't even realize about it....

Sorry Lip...

I wouldn't dare to do that anymore

Ps: snapshot on that day...

ENJOY!!!!!!

Jerema, arjunana, let's go partying again!!!!!!

Tristan trying to scold daniel from the balcony

Oppss.... Arjunana! Wht a great shot!

Zi heng trying to go into the room... As we were discussing we sleep in the room!!!

Big Big room! Zi heng was trying to imagine if the balcony has a swimming pool

Jeremy is so so cute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Jeremy is not forgetting to gamble and with his mashi maro pillow when he was saying bye to sweeney! kaki judi betul

Outing Nightz photos!19/11/2009

2009-11-21T05:11:00.000-08:00

SNAPSHOT Arjunana

Sweeney's leg

Ivan's legs

Boys' legs

Set dinner

1st time tasting sushi sashimi with wasabi... tasty

zi heng, leng, joyce

taste only wasabi.....

Daryl is shocked with what we do to his cup of tea, but zi heng look even more shocked.... impressing

all of us trying to poke the wasabi into daryl's tea

Outing Nightz! 19/11/2009

2009-11-19T16:59:00.000-08:00

Edo Ichi=====>Giant======>Moghul========>D'Venice

So this is our night trip yesterday
This is for our dear dear Jerema
And of course I've made it specially for our dear Arjunana too
*Arjunana- a good name for him i think
*specially for me, cuz jeremy-jerema. Since they are brothers arjunan-arjunana
This little boy never tried japanese food before
So this will be his first trial then
As I was waiting for yuan at home
Vui Lam suddenly called up and say they've been waiting there since 6.30
And Jeremy is here already
1st thought: SHIT!!!!!
2nd thought:DAMN IT! Didn't I tell jeremy is 7.30?
3rd thought: Where is Yuan!!!! I'm going to crumple her up!
Once I reached to edo ichi with yuan
All of them is really there
And they were like mumbling there
Why are you so late
And bla bla bla...
As i was saying sorry to everyone
Then I realized Jeremy is not here yet
Argh!!!!
Stupid Vui Lam lie to me!
Well next then
Everyone is freezing due to the cold weather
But Sweeney and Grace are wearing sleeveless
WASABI!!!!
I put a lot of wasabi on Daryl and Arjunan's plate
Daryl was so nervous
And I only pour a little bit of sauce for them
A wasabi almost fall into his cup of tea
He was begging no....
Poor daryl, Once you know a friend like me
You will be nerve out
After that
planned to go to vedablu
But is raining
those boys, even arjunan, leng and jeremy
Ran from edo ichi to vedablu
Luckily, yuan, vui lam and me are still here
don't wanna get wet
I joined them at moghul
Daniel offered me a drink
Which I don't really like it
Thank you Sween, for helping me finish it out
Planned to go to vedablu again
But it's closed
To D'venice then
Those boys keep taking picture of the shape on their cappucino
And heard someone got onto someone
And make that someone thought that someone will make another someone disappointed
Bla bla.....
What a night
Ready for tonight to Jeremy's house!!!!!

*photos will be uploaded soon

Holidays

2009-11-18T06:05:00.000-08:00

I've just came back from mabul

Not so fun actually

Cuz I've been to this place since 6 months old

Over 60 times

Boring I can only say

Holidays

I hope I can enjoy it

Cuz

A lot of unhappy things going on this few days

I mean it's just like something that I am not happy of

Girls do have moodswings

So no choice about it

Heard bout someone from someone

That someone really annoyed me by now

I actually did take that someone as one of my bestie

But that someone is really too over

Cried for nothing

And scold someone for nothing

Just because she's unhappy of something

Then she can just give out that someone's temper on somebody

That's totally STUPID!

Try to make us feel guilty huh???!!!!

That's useless

Maybe the others don't treat you that anymore

Or maybe you think you can grab someone away from us

But please think rasionally...

Can you do that or not?

Do you have the guts for doing it or not?

Once you got the fruit from Eden

Don't regret

Cuz that's not what you can handle

I know you better than others!!!!!

Jeremica, thanks for the blissful memory!

2009-11-14T01:43:00.000-08:00

Jeremy day

2009-11-13T01:21:00.000-08:00

Last day of school with jeremy
Yesterday:
4D made a surprise for him
by chong yih lip, audrey, kelly and everyone
We made a photo album for him
With all the pictures and messages from his friends, 4D, teachers.
A video from Amanda Shia
We planned and started doing for so long
And finally he broke out with tears
Evryone cried
Especially Arjunan
When they saw their picture during their young times
He hugged everyone
Once he hugged me
My tears BURST out
For 3 days
I cried
Once I saw his pictures...
Everyone asked the same question
Why do you have to go?
No one can answer this question
I think he didn't want to leave us too
All the best to Jeremy
Thank for the memory, Jeremica
Friends forever
This is will the twilight in me forever

Gavel Installation Is Done~~~~~

2009-11-06T21:15:00.000-08:00

Finally done with the gavel installation~
Just can't believe the gaveliers can complete everything in a few days only!
During the last rehearsal
I almost exploded my tears
Cuz i can't remember the song that I am going to perform
After that
During the installation
Got gastric
Cuz didn't eat anything
Or should I say
I don't want to eat
As a emcee
Do you think that I still have the time to eat?
The performances go on to fast
And the time ran too slow
Everyone was so worried bout it
At last
we put in sinn wei hung solo singing on starry starry night
Grace team dance once again
The emcees
Me and Dexter say something SPONTANIOUS
I really do have to say that We did really great
The singing performance by me and phang, with ivan and sweeney-guitarist was great too
With the song How Do I Live
It's totally perfect
The drama performed by the 3B student was wonderful
everyone do enjoy a lot too....
Finally everything ends
Me and dexter were so happy
And we got into a big hug
taking pictures around
It was really wonderful!
Thx to my family
All of them came to support me
Even my uncles
They normally won't attend all these social dinner
But just can't believe they appeared
All my friends
They were really crazy
They don't even watch the other show
But until mine and phang
all of them took photos everything
Crazy them
Anyway
Still love them so so much
Thx to phang, sweeney, ivan for doing such a great performance with me
Thx to everyone for everything
my ji mui and brothers too!!!!
You guys are great!!!! Love you guys so much!

2 days of school!

2009-11-04T03:02:00.001-08:00

Registration for new students these two days
I remember the last time i involved myself in this is last year
Been doing this for 3 years
And now i am one of the person-in-charge
Haha
See
Time flies
Spending time on the laptop at school
Doing the registration
And try to speed up everything
Having conflict with cvl
(who cares whether it is lc or not)
Cleaned up the white house this morning
Saw a dead rat
it has already decomposed
With worms
Yucks
It's so disgusting
Brave daniel cleaned that up
good job
It really stinks
Taking picture around
afternoon
went to sdk hotel with miss laurence and gaveliers
Preparing for the installation
Darn busy
AND TIRED!

Birthday presents, greeting and wishes

2009-10-31T22:06:00.000-07:00

From Syamimi-27/10 9.15 pm
Min Ket 28/10 1.29am

Anson

Ivy

Chin chin, mel,adnan, Miss Lee

Specially from yuan

Dexter Khoo-the most expensive present

Kylie and mandy

From the class of 4D and 4E

Dad and Mom with and angpao pf RM 50

From Sweeney=cost him RM30

with my birthday there

saw it? 1028

I'M A 16 YEARS OLD GIRL TODAY!!!!

2009-10-28T03:10:00.000-07:00

Got older 1 year again....

Haha...

Well

Quite happy with it actually

Or I should say I am very surprise

Messages keep on coming in

Facebook wall post

Friendster messages and comments

Manda gave me a disc this morning as a birthday present

As the curiousity worm in my stomach is moving about

I've watched it with yuan's laptop

It's a video which everyone were trying to sing a birthday song to me!!!!

It was so suprising

And I really gave a great hug to Amanda S.

Cuz she spent her whole time doing it!

Kylie and Mandy drew a picture for me

It was really nice and beautiful

Love it so so much!!!

Sweeney's present- A ticket to Violin concert

Dexter's present- Annual dinner

Mom and Dad-Ang Pau RM50

It was really awesome

Plus!!!

I've pass my bio and chemist!!!

Which was out of my expectation!!!!

Thx God!!!!!

Yay...!!!!

Thx to

Chang Ne Key

Joyce Lim

Joyce Hiew

Chong Kit Yin

Audrey

Grace

Deepika

Jose

Arjunan

Jeremy

Sweeney

Brandon

Daryl

Fabian

Jamie

Zul

Infazah

Syamimi

Cath

Amanda Lo

Kylie

Yap Lee Yee

Chu Xing Er

Lau

Lip

Kelly

Min Ket

Anson

Miss Chong

Felix

And others

too many of them

I can't remember all!!!1

Anyway I appreciate all of You!!!

Of course not forgetting

Yuan, Lei, Rou

And Manda

Thx Guys!!!!

Love ya so much!!!!!

Finally

2009-10-26T01:03:00.000-07:00

Exam is over!!!!
And I am free!!!!
Well not really actually
Cuz part of my worst nightmare is coming
Results!!!
Worst thing ever!
Few more things hanging on my list
Annual dinner
Complete my grade 8 syllabus in a short period
Leo Club meeting agenda
Leo Club activity lists
Girl Guide stuff( which 1 can't complete it forever)
Gavel installation
My bro's exam
Prefects meeting
which we are told today:
List of it
1. Registration for new students
2. Farewell party for ex-ajk
3. Orientation for new students
4. Audition for new prefect
5. Prefect Camp
Hah!!!!
So many things coming up!!!1
I need holidays!

Before you judge anybody, pls judge yourself.

2009-10-17T22:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday

I was told bout the whole story of conflict between the members of @@

My Gosh

I was actually so so angry

Cuz my friends were trampled in this way!

Damn it!

Both sides are my friends

But when you saw someone who doesn't deserve to be scold like that

I tell you

You will understand how I feel

Before you judge somebody

Please judge yourself FIRST!

It's not hard right to judge yourself first before you judge somebody

Hide your "EGONESS" first

It won't help in socializing

And stop to be hypocrite

Cuz it won't help at all

Guys please don't just keep quiet there

Don't just let people to give you a 999 cuts

Don't only fight back when it reach to 1000 cuts

When the time you wanna fight back

U have already lose your strength

Guys

No matter what

I will surely support you guys

NO DOUBT BOUT THAT!

This Is What Love Should Be Meant

2009-10-15T03:54:00.000-07:00

Once again
I came back to this place
I saw you holding my hand

Warm
I felt
I smiled
Without any notice
You said you love the smile of mine
Giving me your crooked smile
Which I love the most
About You

We were walking beside the seashore
Feeling the beating of waves
The splash of water on our legs
And the cooling breeze which is on my skin

You gave me a warm hug

Kissed my forhead

It was like an endless romantic fairy tale to me
But once I woke up I’ve realized you aren’t there anymore

I started to live by my own
Without the presence of yours
Go to the café where we normally go
The waitress still serve me mocha
And Cappucino latte
Which you love the most

Go to the beach
Where we have our first kiss
I go everywhere just to find your shadow
But it’s not there

I remembered the promise that you have made to me
You say you will let me have you everyday
You won’t leave me a single second
You only belong to me
And you will never get lose of me

I know that you are not here anymore
You went back to the place where you belong
But
I still know
I do know that your soul is still with me
You are with me every second
As what you had promised
I will make my promise to you
I will nevery cry
Never cry
Because you left me here

This is what

Love should be meant

Another SHIT to exam!!!! Bio!!!! Shit!!!!!

2009-10-11T23:01:00.000-07:00

I've been burning the mid-night oil for a few days...
Evan my mom said i am madAnd beg me to go out from the house
Came the day of bio
Paper 1
SHIT!!!!
Paper 3
SHIT-TER!!!!
Paper 2
I think is quite shit....
This morning woke up
Felt dizzy and sleepy
End up having a coffee from the canteen to make myself awake
Gosh
Having fever after that....
Geesh
Can't even concentrate cuz doesn't feel good....
Haiz.....
Speechless for today
Won't be sleeping tonight again
Chemistry tomorrow
Won't be sleeping tomorrow
cuz Math on Wed
Friends
You will be seeing a panda

Say Bye Bye To Youth Exchange... Say Bye Bye to Japan

2009-10-10T04:43:00.000-07:00

No Japan this year....
Cuz going for stupid Jakarta....
I am not saying is not fun at all going to Jakarta
But I am quite sad to know that i can't go Japan this year
Well manda P was the 1 who told me that my father told her i am going
But now he's the one who tell me
The whole family are going to Jakarta this year.
See...
Surprises doesn't sounds great at all
I don't want!!!
I love travelling
I love going to other
I want Japan!!!!
I wanna be a crying babe now

Yesterday... Me-mo-rial-Say Boo To Exam

2009-10-09T17:07:00.000-07:00

History yesterday
Totally sucks
I did really badly
I mean really badly
on paper 2
Seems like the tips doesn't work out a lot
(A little maybe)
(For those who haven't sit for it, you will know it)
Paper 1 still accpetable
Not giving too much hope this time
Well...
As daddy fetched me after school
He was asking when can I take my driving lessons
It will be long
Next year end of oct!
He was like HAH!!!!
I have to fetch u for another year!
Well daddy is not a tough job either
cuz your daughter me is always taking a bus
Went to supermarket
Grab some household stuff
My dad suddenly came to me and ask
What language is this?
(Can't you read dad?! I was thinking)
He asked," what is peanut macavilary?"
Huh?! My 1st reaction
Duuuuu..... Peanut Macavilary o....
What's that o?Hah?!
My 2nd reaction
Nah... You see yourself lar
Ahmeh!!!! My 3rd reaction
Hahaha!!! 4th reaction
OMG!!!
Is actually writing pencuci mangkuk
Just because the words are a little bit ugly
it Changes to PEANUT MACAVILARY
poor daddywho don't know Malay
Is not his fault though
Cuz he was born too early
which sdk still provide english education
(ooppsss... Am I trying to say my dd is old)
Tuition at Yiing's place at night
Yuan told me sweeney knew something bout me
Wow!!!! This cool guy sometimes too make me feel funny and touch
When I knew it
My face was so red and so happy and so touch and laughing like crazy
On that time
I feel like hugging him and say thx
Well I won't
Cuz I don't have the guts
Talking bout the ranger camp at beaufort
Man!!!
Puan Tan doesn't allowed us to re-sit it is we go to beau!!!
PRANG!!!!!
Dream breaksbut who cares!!!
I am still goingI have guts!!!!
I hope the other guides will have this kinda guts too
Yuan are you?
Please...
I don't wanna miss this chance again!!!!
Pls.....
Stupid excel!!!!
Hate it!

Yay!!!!!

2009-10-08T03:19:00.001-07:00

YAY!!!!!
Mummy had finally approved me to go to beaufort!!!!!!
Yay!!!!!
Now just wait for the school's approval......
Can't wait for it!!!!!
Next
Youth Exchange!!!!
I can smell the fun of holiday alrealy!!!!!
Muahaha!!!!!!

Argh!!!!! Exam !!!!!!!!! Hate It!!!!!!!! Sleep!!!! I need it!!!!! Coffee too pls!!!!!!

2009-10-08T01:45:00.000-07:00

Oopsssss!!!!

I will be one of them sooner of later

This is My Situation Now

EVEN LAWYER DOESN'T ACCEPT IT!

We begin to think: Why do we have to sit 4 exam?

Ok few more papers to go....

If not mistaken

is 20 over of them.....

(Grace counted it)

Argh!!!!!!!

Finish with the languages

Now with history!!!!!!

Y do we have to study all this

As it is all f**king nonsence

Geesh!!!!!

I am crazy with it!!!!

Tried to have group study with yuan juz now

but after "studying" for an hour

(Actually we've been talking the whole session)

Went out for tea!!!!

Geesh!!!!!!

(Another 1 again pls)

GEESH!!!!!!!!!

Sat for chi paper today

Thx to our "BELOVED" LKC

She/He

It will sounds better maybe

The ques were so hard

And It is so daring to say I've set your ques harder than the form5

My MY!!!!!!!

Thx to her!!!!!

If i fail my paper 2!

It will be dead!

sat for paper 1

The 1st time I wrote for over 1000 of words

No wonder my hands were so tired just now

Title

Parents' fault for youth commiting crimes

Wow!!!!!

Facts!!!!

Love it so so much!!!!!

But the time is really not enough.....

The last last last

I mean very last I've finish it

Starting to worry how low will i score for it

I've made an agreement with daniel, sweeney and chee phang

If any of them pass the chinese paper

I will spend them lunch, dinner or breakfast

3 times....

If they've pass

Wooopppppssss

Guess they won't

But i will saving some money for it

Cuz they seems like doing great in their essay

Tht sounds great for me n yuan of course

We've spend so much time on helping them on how to write story by using some terms before exam

Since they are so daring to write something that me, yuan and rou doesn't dare to write....

Smart daniel chose not to write story

Tht's a good choice my friend!

But your sadly and misguided friends insisted on writing that

No wonder you've pass your Chi last sem

Mama says: Be A girl!

2009-10-06T23:42:00.000-07:00

As i was fetching Vui Lam home today after school

We've been talking in the car for the whole journey

Just imagine 2 talkative friends met together

What will it happen....

Emmmmm.....

After sending him home

Mom suddenly say

Pls be more like a girl

You have a girl's body

And A girl's mind

But You R Totally Not Like A Girl!

So i start to think

How does a REAL girl looks like???

So lets start with the way of talking

Normally when i scold someone i will do it this way

HEY! YOU THIS JACKASS! YOU ARE SUCH A MORON!

DO YOU KNOW!!!! I HATE YOU

but a real girl might be doing this

Excuse me sir/ ma'am! i wan to say you are a jackass and a moron...

Do you know about that.... and i wanna say i hate u.... i am sorry....

OMG!!!!!

I can't stand of doing that

Mayb a really girl should do like that

Excuse me sir/ma'am... i wanna tell you something

do u know....

YOU ARE A JACKASS!!!! AND YOU ARE SUCH A MORON!!!!!!

HATE YOU!!!!!!

Ahem aHEM.... ok

i am done.....

sorry....

Be a little dramatic on all these conversation

Cuz is quite contratic

It's been ages

2009-10-06T00:20:00.000-07:00

The last post i've made is a few months ago....
Opps.
Well....
This will be a long month
Exam is near....
Is not near anymore
but is here already.
Gosh
That's really bad....
I am still not in the mood of having any exams.
I still in my own mood-swinging
Ahem2x
I tried to ask my daddy whether i am going to any youth exchange this year
As Amanda P told me that my father told her that i am going to Japan with her this year.
C'mon!!!!
It's Japan....
I've been dreaming to go there for AGES!
As an Active Leo with a father who is a Lion too
Haven been to Japan for Youth Exchange is such a SHAME!
But my dad still wouldn't open up his mouth and tell me.....
:(
I don't want surprises
Sometime surprises doesn't make me happy
But just being f**king shock
And it came out with the thing i wouldn't expected and i wouldn't want
Yesterday,
whole night long at Yiing's place
Sui Zin, Joey, Yuan n me were so day-dreaming
Or to be more accurate
Night-dreaming
about how the trip is durin our ranger camp....
Sleep, stay at kk, go to beau, stay at kk again, back to sdk....
Wow...
Everything seems so fabulous and perfect
But how does it end up
No 1 knows....
Cuz the stupid dumb excel was crashed during that time
All of us were te the thinking whether we have the chance to take the replacement test or not
Emmmmm......
Hope everything will go smooth....
Mama and Dada
Would u please let me go???
I BEG U!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Great....
I really hate exams!!!!!
The trees are crying now
Cuz the people are using them to make papers for exam!!!!
Boo Exam!!!!

Stress...~~~~ again

2009-07-03T06:21:00.000-07:00

Again, time flies... Seems the days come too fast....
what can i say???? just seems like everything changes this year...
Friends, study, life, attitude, everything
For God's sake, i am so so damn busy right now
I mean how can 1 person handle so many things in one time feels like is a impossible
Maybe God wanna trained me to become an independent women
Duh......
Who cares who is independent now
I am a half panda now
pity me
I can't even sleep well at night
This happens since i don't know when
I am not sure whether
because of these i become a psyco....

Friendship.

2009-01-25T04:46:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, th four of us, Yuan, Lei, Rou, and me went for shopping. This is the 1st time for of us together to go for 1 place. We swap a lot of things in half and hour. Juz can know that how a girl show their shopholic personalities. Shirts, shoes, trousers.We've got everything. Juz like what we hope for. But things always doesn't goes right. Rou lost her phone, or should i say everything. Her phone, money, ic is in a little bag. Everything. We were shocked of that. How could that be?? But we have no time for that anymore. We find everywhere. Every spot that we went through. We looked just like four crazy ladies running aroung the streets. But it doesn't matters anymore. Which is much more important now??? We do know. I've tried my best to call to her phone. Hope that someone will pick up. But i failed to do so. At last, we've still got hope on it. Pui lei got to call it. A Malay man picked up the phone. He's is trying to tell us where is his location. But we don't understand at all. We even thought that he is playing a fool on us. But at last we've got it.
He gave back everything. thanks to him. He really do help us a lot.... Our friendship is getting stronger and stronger. This is what friendship do means.

Freedom

2008-10-17T06:17:00.000-07:00

Finally, 5 days of battling, everything ends. The study 4 3 years seems awful.... i have been so damn crazy 4 the past few days. I cry bcuz i really did badly; i laugh bcuz i am trying 2 hide my feelings; i shout bcuz i had oledi smell the freedom in the air.... Freedom is really the best thing in the world.... but sometimes too much freedom is not a good thing too....

Stresses

2008-10-11T07:21:00.000-07:00

PMR is coming soon.... Not to mention bout stress.... It's almost driving me crazy.... My days of studying are awful.... What can I say.... Is my responsibility then.... Sometimes, i've juz wonder why can't I juz leave my butt on the chair n make my eyes on the tv, ears with the music, but studying... Being a GOOD mummy n daddy's girl..... My brain is full of these now..... Can somebody juz pull me out from this thing.... iT'S HORRIBLe....... Darn.... Help me.....